I was experiencing prolonged grief and disappointment in a personal event in most part of 2020. I had negative thoughts and was crying for 6 months. During this season, relief after prayers was often short-lived. I decided to sign up for Healing Rooms Ministry(HRms) over Zoom.
I met HRms volunteers via zoom on 18 Aug 2020. It was my first time meeting them. Both of them prayed for me. That night, I was grateful to God for the divine appointment and support I received.
For the next couple of months, I remained in touch with one of the volunteers and would share with her about my progress and seek her counsel. The better days were longer but I was still feeling the disappointment and grief at times.They ministered to me again in Dec (online) and in Feb (on-site) and God continued to lead me from one milestone to another. My husband also received on-site ministry in Feb which helped my family restoration as a whole.
During the same period, I also read up on Restoring The Foundations (RTF) ministry and found release in their guided prayers. Like pressure being eased from a once tightly capped bottle, I marvel at how God have healed me.
How does my healing look like today? Memory of the past hurts did not disappear but I am in a much better state to choose to love and forgive when I think of the past. I am currently attending the Freedom in Christ programme via zoom which further clarify my view of how I am accepted, significant and secure in Christ.
I am grateful to God for this healing as well as Healing Room's support throughout my healing journey. To God be all the glory.
17 May 2021